been looking at recipes online and it's making me hungry. lol. tried cooking today with some help from aldred and jean. we cooked mashed potatoes and beef steak. tasted quite good. lol.

miggy's so cute. we rose the same jeep while i was looking for my missing ingredients. he's so hot. i really liked his legs. they're a bit big for my taste but i still liked the way the hair was growing. lol. went to the bank to change my signature coz i've always been having trouble with my signature. not too many cuties today. huhu.

yesterday, i went with my grandma coz for a visit with one of her friends. boring but it' ok. ate out with her and i saw this cute kid probably age 11. looked like erik santos. i don't really have a crush on erik but the kid was just so precious. lol. before that, while on the jeep, there's this cute guy who looked like jovi or ayi. really nice. just perfect for my taste. lol. have to do some stuff before i sleep. gtg

i've been struck real hard by depression today. maybe it's the result of watching pay it forward. one of the movies that always makes me cry. or maybe some other reason but it has really struck a mighty blow on me that i couldn't help but send 2 messages to the 2 people that men most to me in my life. eien and mc.

Everything will be okay in the end. If it is not okay, then it is not yet the end. - Patrick Star

this was the common line that i sent to both of them but with very different direction at how i wrote my message. to the former, it's about hoping that the words would hold true and to the latter that it may never be for us. funny how the same phrase can be used so differently. it didn't even help that i saw this super cute guy whose scale for me would be enough to get me through most of my gloomy days. and it didn't even help that i saw kevin wearing this cute "old-style" glasses which are quite popular and i myself have worn for some time in the recent past. and also it didn't help that i saw danred so cute today. having a strange cute aura that would've been enough to get me through some gloomy days too. too bad the force of eien and mc combined is too great to be rivaled by such shallow lusts. it really pains me to feel so hopeless when i know i could still do something. but i think i've already done quite enough for today. and maybe for some time. i just want to wallow a bit and maybe reminisce about the happy moments i've had with them. i miss my bro and imiss my friend. but i think it's just too much to ask for anything. my mind's a mess right now. either i'll perk myself up or drown myself with depressing thoughts. still have some stuff to do. good night.

I usually exclaim "Happy Monday!" to my students every, wth, Monday.
I wonder if I stayed true to that.

Sincerely speaking, I was happy to talk to my students again because they help me wake up early in the morning. But when I opened my teacher's page today and found 31 students in total and 28 for today, plus one subclass for 20 minutes, I couldn't be more horrified in my life.

And to top this wonderful morning surprise, it's my second day of my monthly period, so hello 29 students + abdominal cramps = Such a happy monday.

I was craving for smoke breaks more than anything. Talking for 4 hours with only 10 minute breaks after one combo class after another is no laughing matter. It's stressful, srsly.

Everytime that my QA would pm me (no srs business anyway), I had to reject him because he knows my sched and I openly told my officemates before that I abhore distractions when I have classes. Well, we'd usually chat when we were free, but I guess my morning just would not allow that until December. *sigh* I also could not eat properly when I have my period so imagine dragging schedule in the morning plus abnormally small intake of lunch equals limp Micchie. But thank God, that wasn't the case. I was even able to make 3 MRs this afternoon in one go.

At the end of the day, I was simply determined to reward myself with something delicious. Hello Chinitas, so I had myself sipping on delicious Nai chaa XL for only 45 php. Yummeh~

Going home, I had this suddent impulse to have my hair cut. I was planning on a trim only to have the split ends gone, but my lovely hair stylist said to shorten it, so I let her have her way. It ended up nice and my hair looked thicker. She had no special technique to it, I think she's just great like that. What's amusing is, I went to the same salon around June or July and she was the one who cut my hair. When I entered the same time this November, she still remembered me and even what she did to my hair back then! I promised to come back to have my hair treated by her.

Thanks so much ate Gina! ^^

So I guess it's not at all a bad Monday, not so great either.




But Ripslyme, please let me rip you.
Please?
I wanna hip-hop tomorrow, please?


*goes LSS-ing ila. of baroque*
*reminisce*

Night!

so we had a sleepover at mari's. i planned to sleep there friday night but since i was mostly in charge of security at home so i decided to go there saturday.

saturday morning, i watched the games of bosco and luckily they won. after the fame, i went to mari's. momo was already there but she didn't plan to sleep over coz she had work that night. momo left before shey and marlon arrived. then nana came after her work. i thought hime and her boyfriend would be sleeping over too but they decided on staying at layne's place. nothing much happened that night. me and nana were just moral support for the props maker coz we didn't have the "artistic" blood. lol! i became the PA and the wig-dresser. lol! i wasn't able to cut the wigs right but at least they were ok. haha. we went to the convention around 3pm. i saw rick there and kitt. i also saw layne. good thing mari didn't see her coz she plans on picking a fight with her. had alot of pictures. gonna upload it later.

so many cuties at the convention! i had 3 major crushes there. wow! that's all i have to say. LOL! very few kids. but the older guys were smokin' so i have no complaints. LOL!!!

slept over at mari's again after the convention. watched paranormal and jennifers body. boring. i though i was gonna get scared. huhu. woke up early coz mari had work. i had alot of fun. hope this happens again. LOL! gtg now. need to take a bath and do other stuff. i finished painting the tires in front of the house when i got home so that no one would park.

nothing exciting happened this past few days. the only one i can remember was the other day when kevin walked by in front of our house and aldred called his name. it was memorable coz i was talking to my neighbor and he looked at aldred right in front of me. he's so freakin' hot! haha. that was the closest i got to see his face up close. wow. just an arms-length away. huhu. so near yet so far. lol! going to mari's place for a sleepover with our friends. haha. tomorrow's the cosplay event i think in libis. whatever. i'll just be watching anyways. lol. later, the pyrolympics will be held i think in the same place where we will be going. too bad we'll be there the day after the pyro. anyways, got to run. gonna watch volleyball.

うず！

Today was a day filled with mixed emotion.

I didn't have a problem at work today. Had great laughs with both my close co-workers and students alike. It's Thursday already and so far I've been perky the whole week. It's just that my world was never made perfect so I have a residing feeling that I'll flip mostly in some of my classes. Stuttering would be a frequent visitor as well. Yet by the lesson of the law of attraction, I shall not invite bad vibes. I should think that it will simply be the end of the work week tomorrow so that will be for free talking and be happy. Be spontaneous!

The sun was up high, just like the past four afternoons of this November's week. Though I have to say, I missed gazing at the blue sky with it's seemingly pristine clouds, arranged with great skill.

Today was also another session of the Pitogo Girls. It was my idea of meeting up after all. There's just some days when I just want to go somewhere and chill. Good thing my friends were free today also.

Met up with Aia in Megamall after she renewed her NBI then after ringing some dong dong dongs and fangirling over the SHINee boys, we met up with Mao in Jollibee. We all ate the 50 pesos spaghetti promo then hopped our way to the public jeepney to our favorite spot.

TIMY tiemz and Takumi tiemz filled our still hungry stomachs, as well as getting crazy with the staff at ちょと　スタープ. Ate Aileen was more then willing to have a pic of herself, amongst the 400 shots she already has according to one of our new friends from the same store. I was thick-skinned enough to even have Ate Lisa gave us the last of her cookie. XDDDD

たこやき　was the planned food for the day and we were more than willing to order. We certainly love 華for their food and we certainly rave for Aia for the one who cooked our food. As usual, I asked for the hot green tea. I've even gotten used to the taste of the cold oolong tea. Glad to say that my taste palettes have adjusted well to the Japanese taste. Well, at least for these drinks. And hot drinks certainly is a must for my line of job. 8Db So glad glad glad it's free. >D

After having our food, smoking for a while and discussing serious family matters and of course side craziness, we went inside the grocery, well, to target some things. I certainly have mine already. So money, please rain on me soon:

I forgot what the green bottled alcoholic drink is called but Ate Chris said that it is alcoholic and there's something inside I also forgot the name, but I remember it being sour. >D I just thought that it reminded me of Isshi's small bottle in their video in Shibuya AX. But rather that being alcoholic, I think it was ginger tea---good for the voice. 8D Then I also saw several flavors of Chu-hi. I want something to drink next time. And I don't even mean juice or soda. So as the apple love that I am, I'll try the green apple and red apple Chu-hi next time too. Then maybe, I'll pair it up with rice crackers! I miss rice crackers~

And so around 7, we flew back to Glorietta to take a jeep to home, only to be irritated by one assuming foreigner that we cannot speak English.

It's like this.

He went up to us asking for "massage"; using this keyword: MASSAGE. Man, you think we can't understand basic sentences? Even if that's a run-on, I'll comprehend your bullshit, sir. We are not level 1 students of English, okay? So alright, maybe it was just nerves that got to me (and it was effing hot already, I was sweating so my nerves was on the verge as well, and prickly) because I understood they were simply looking for a massage parlor. So I re-stated his question and asked: "Are you looking for a massage parlor?" (with as much accent that I can handle at 7:30 PM) and said we don't know so he should ask people on the other side of the road. Mao and Aia were as irritated as me. I have my own way of dealing with people like this, it's almost like impulse spoke for me. I think he was shocked that I can actually speak his language well and so thanked us and went ahead. No offense to Mao, but the guy thought it was only her that can speak English. What the errrf? Anybody in the Philippines can understand basic English, please learn the culture of the country you're staying at, sir. That's courtesy and respect.

Anyway *sigh* we were able to get home in peace.

So see you on Saturday again, gheis~ *3*

McDonals for the win.

RPRZNT.

whew! so many yummy guys but i can't even get 1. huhu. i have to try to stop sabotaging myself. lol! i have a new crush. i kinda just noticed him yesterday though i've seen him a few times before. his name's oswin. not that cute but i kinda like him. lol! haiz. i wish i could just find me a guy. goona get up early tomorrow to watch a game. grrr. wish there's alot of cuties there. lol.

It's been a while since I felt this much of a fujoshi. Yet again, one great great love scene would boost them all up.

Just in time because I've been through a rough time a couple of days ago, and what better way but to pamper myself with visual pleasure, ne?

I guess that a lot of BL mangas are getting their film versions, which is true. I just can't help to still get disappointed whenever details would be cut off for the duration of a film. I should understand, we had this as a subject in college. But oh well.

Not too familiar with the Takumi-kun series, but I am willing now. Very willing indeed.

And since I am sleepy already and feeling a bit lazy to expound why, let me provide you with some visuals first:

DFASHBDJsadHASDBSAJDBHASKDBSANMDBSAJDBSADGHSAD!!!

The first movie didn't have this kind of intimacy!!! The scene was very intimate, with Gii feeding Takumi's body all over with gentle, but hungry kisses. There is this suppressed desperation in every touch and kiss. Well, that's how I saw it. I read also that the actor who played Gii this time is 9 years older than the actor who played the new Takumi, so I guess that explains why he handled the scene so damn well 8DDDDDDDDDDDDD

And~ Takumi looks like the lovechild of Ryo Nishikido and Kamenashi Kazuya?

O.o

I thought it was only Kame at first, but then at some angles, he have this masculine look of Ryo's face too!!

And my~my~

Resemblance of one scene to one of my most favorite scene in a BL doujinshi:

Inui x Kaido (Prince of Tennis)

Gii x Takumi

I love it when the seme seems so protective and dominating of the eherm at the same time. 8Db

okay, it's almost 10.

Time to drift to sleep.

おやし、お！！！