it's so weird this past few days coz everyone's been looking for me.i mean, besides the usual crowd of kids who always shouts outside our house inviting me to play, there were some other weird people whom i would've never imagined would call me. lol!

i went to hope yesterday to watch the game coz aeschylus asked me to watch. so there i was watching when suddenly one of the girls from their batch asked me what they were gonna do, i told them i'm not their coach anymore but of course i did'nt have the heart not to teach them so i did. lol. the guys are in the championships and the girl aren't doing so well. i hated it coz i saw mc there and i couldn't react. we didn't talk. went home to play volleyball and found out myrrol was here but already went back to bulacan. huhu. anyways, that's all. the kids are outside already. i'm going to the barbers to have a haircut. huhu. i don't want to cut my hair. boo! but i have no choice. lol. gtg. bye

I fell asleep this afternoon so I failed to do my intended activities for this afternoon.

Well, I've been pigging out most of the day so that might give light as to why I got sleepy on my way home. Not to mention the scorching afternoon sun wasn't at all helping.

But since I'm not sleepy yet, I just might:

• Do a draft of my Kagrra, fikku
• Make a drabble of Tomo x Tohya (because they are canon, orz)
• Make my visual family tree for our cracked comm
• Watch videos
• Stare at the monitor

So of course I have all the time in the world to do this, mmf. But I'll do the best that I can.

AAAAND~ tomorrow is Peppero Day in Korea so I will pester my student about chocolate and the likes. Peppero Day is similar to Valentines day in which friends or couples alike give gifts or chocolate or the Peppero (similar to a Pocky in Japan) to each other. This celebration is exclusive in Korea as Pocky day in Japan did not gaim much attention.

In my desire to find a Peppero today, I ended up buying PRETZ instead.

It's a bit cheap, much against my expectation. So this will be my sort of peppero tomorrow.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

I hope I'll be as perky tomorrow for my students!

がんばてます！

so, november is still way better than october but i had some rough times especially today. today started off pretty boring. so i played volleyball to pass time until it was eez's birthday. pretty good game but was still bored. so i went to doodin's then went to eez's place to eat. we were a bit bored so we went to the court to see if anyone wants to play against us. good thing there were some people there who wanted to play, so we went back to get the others. we asked the birthday celebrant if it was ok and she said yes. it was a really tight match. we ended up losing but we loved the outcome coz it was really exhilarating. we went back to eez's coz we said we would but we found that she was pissed at us. we didnt know why coz she was ok with the idea. it was really weird. i really don't get the people born on the year of the rooster. so touchy. eien's a rooster too. lol!

anyways, it was a good week for me. it kinda sucked coz i dreamt about eien the other day that we were already in speaking terms. it felt so good that i would've chosen to sleep forever than to wake up. huhu. i wish i had that choice. i really tried to sleep again but i coulndt anymore. huhu.

so hungry again. bye

Well, I feel so gay today.

Because for the first time, I wore something skirt-ish to work. Well, blame it to wearing pants everyday for 5 months already in the same place, so time to wear something a bit ridiculous to a work-should-be-serious-place.

8D

Pulled it off good with a scarf. Good thing the weather cooperated or else, I would've looked like a person from Baguio lost in Makati.

Let's say that's a good thing because my crush asked me to go to Starbucks with him? With my Starbucks money supposed to have gone to his pockets as I owned him money? Well, he was more than willing to give me extensions on the financial aspect, but I insist on paying early. Anyway, I ordered Toffee Nut Latte (no frappes for a long time, I has the cold and cough. COMBO, yey.) and he had Dark Cherry Mocha Frappe which were the flavors on the new menu. SOLO BOARD OF THOSE TWO COFFEE so imagine how giddy I was inside while I played poker-faced. >DDD

I love the coffee, BTW~

Okay, so going home while shopping for fly-papers and batteries for mamoy, I discovered this:

YES, DARK.

The taste ain't so far from the original, but it has that bitter afte rtaste so I love the twist. But I would still be hunting that GREEN TEA KIT-KAT. We are getting fond of teas nowadays anyway, I wonder if they will ever discover that kind exists. D:

Anyway, I hope my work gets better tomorrow. I'm messing up two days in a row. I need to improve!

And bad news because tomorrow will be Sendai Kamotsu's last live. *sniff* I really want to make a tribute for them. I surely will and drag the JUNKOS of course. 8DDD

Shall be finishing this Kagrra, article and off to watch and okray TV shows with mamoy.

おやすみ！

looks like november is starting to be a good month for me.. i hope lady luck would just continue on giving me the luck i need, or at least the luck i've been waiting for the whole month of october..

i did a bad thing this morning. i don't wanna talk about it, all i can say is that i just had to do it.it sucks coz i think i slipped and made a big booboo of things. anyways, if he knows then let him know. lol.

lets start with our story... hmmm.. where to begin.. i went to mari's to get the form to apply at a hospital we plan to work. it was pretty much a normal day. didn't really think lady luck was gonna smile to this poor unlucky soul. lol. i saw the guy in mari's place whom i have been waiting to see for probably more than 3 years now. he's kinda cute but i kinda smelled something fishy. lol. but he's worthy enough to be main course. LOL! i left before 3 coz i was gonna play volleyball again with the kids. i saw this guy whom i liked for quite some time now but i don't really like him that much. anyways, he was on his bike and i pretended not to see him(BTW, we play volleyball every now and then) he went up to me and told me they wanted to play against us. he even asked me to text him when were on our way to the court. and he gave me his number!!! wow. so much fun. lol. i don't plan on doing anything about it but at least i have his number. lol. hmmm... i also know now who the other guy whom i have been eyeing for in the past few months is. haha. yup.. lucky day coz i got to get closer with mah boys. lol!

BTW, me and kaio are ok now. it sucked that people judge coz i'm gay, thinking alot of negative stuff and all that but at least they can see that if they give me a chance, they see that they're always wrong with all that nonsense they label on me.

maybe i shouldn't say it anymore but i'll still do so coz i need to say it out. lol! since i htink th other day, i stopped caring about mc, eien and aaron. i don't know why. i think it started about 3 days ago. i don't know what happened inside of me but i stopped caring alot about them. sure i still want totalk to them. but i don't care much if i ever talk to them either. i just hope it's not temporary coz i feel good right now and i don't want it to end.

so eien added me up on mafia wars. may he ain't all that bad. lol. i still wish he'd talk to me though so i could at least know why he's like that. i can't expect us to be friends again after all this. though i am kind of hoping. just hope that we could at least be able to talk. not just the one way communication that has been going on for more than a year now. wow. can he hold a grudge. i don't hold grudges coz i get even. lol. good thing i try to control myself or he would really be in for alot of trouble.

i was playing volleyball again and i might have been wrong coz i saw someone that kind of looked like aaron but it wasn't him. i tried to avoid him but i was just outsmarted by fate and i'm thankful coz at least i know it wasn't him the other day. hmmm... weird things happening today. i guess today you can say that i read alot of things and people wrong. october still sucks but it's starting to get better already..

this day sucks, not because of being unlucky, but because this day is stupid. hmmm... yesterday was just plain unlucky, but why does today suck too.. the only good thing about today was my dream.. anyways, back to this day.. i added eien coz i still miss him. he was online when i added him for mafia wars but he didn't approve my invitation. i just don't get him. i just hope he was already offline that time. what made this day suck. well, i can't say this was the reason but i'll let you decide. we were playing volleyball as usual, and the ball went inside one of the houses. while we were waiting for the ball, i spy with my little eye someone who looked like aaron. it threw my game a bit but we still won. anyways, i can't be a hundred percent sure if it was him. i wish it was him and at the same time i wish it wasn't. grrr! it sucks whether it's him or even if it wasn't him coz it makes my mind go crazy. huhu. and eien has to top it all off. grrr. i would like to give eien a piece of my mind but i don't think it will affect him coz he's just an asshole when it comes to this things. huhu. but i sure do miss him. maybe i'll give it some time. who knows, maybe november would be better. i really hope so coz i just can't take it anymore.